Love + Death = Alive

As the stars scater across the sky
Someone dies ever second,
I can see our love dying
Through these tearful eyes of mine,
I knew I would never feel alive again

The hole in my heart
Can never be fixed,
Though my friends try to help
To make me feel alive again,

The inside of me is already dead
But then I see you,
Oh how I feel alive again
Till you walk right past me,

Without you seeing me
I feel invisible to the world,
I would not be missed
If I killed myself,
Trying to feel alive again

As I walk home alone
To the house I dread,
Darkness engulfs me as I enter
I knew I wont feel alive,

I grabbed the knife
That is on the counter,
It slid across my skin like butter
As the blood flowed out of me,
I know that I wont feel alive agian

The stentch waft to my nose
My breath became shallow,
And my mind turned blank as I lay still
Till death was upon me,
And I was alive again!