I was......

I was so scared.
Then I realised you cared.
You always stared.
When I was always dared.

I was always alone.
I felt like a drone.
I tryed to call you on the phone.
I kicked a stone.

I was just afraid.
I though of useing this blade.
Then I though I would just fade.
Nobody came to my aid.

Finally someone came.
Do you people think its a game.
Its all the same.
Some of you dont even know my name.

I just keep getting hurt.
You treat me like dirt.
You just like your shirt.
Some act like im a squirt.