Favors

11:00 - Favors
Current mood: bored

Favors.

by me.

time to be crossed out
time to dread
time to be someone your not
time to lay dead.

people's expectations
could be higher than your dreams
I could be perfect,
if I changed everything about me

but no one is perfect.

I ruin people's lives
I make people cry
I hold my own guilt
and you wonder why
why aren't you as perfect
as I want you to be?

well I can never be perfect for anyone
I will never see myself as
beautiful
flawless
or amazing

I will always see myself as
ugly
worthless
and weak.

you can't change me.

no one is perfect

you don't know me
you don't even care
you don't care about my feelings

so then why can't you live without me?
you'd die if I left you?

well you said it yourself
I ruined your life

so I'm doing you a favor