my eternal sleep tonight

Cold night breeze swept off my hair,
As i gaze up the stars and breathe the air.
For this beautiful evening my tears starts to fell,
And I’m here on my own holding your shirt, inhale your sweet smell.
I feel like I’m about to explode,
For these pain and barier started to get harder to hold.
I never thought losing you would hurt me this much.
At this minute I’m longing for your every single touch.
I miss the times when I’m in your arms,
Where you made me feel safe, far away from harms.
I still can remember the times I soaked your shirt with tears,
But then you would hold me tight and kill all my fears.
In my whole life I’ve never been so sure...
But when you came to my life, I know you’ll make me feel secure.
Now I’m sitting here alone just thinking about you.
Cause now that you’re gone, what else can I do?
I recall my memories back then when I got myself into troubles...
You’d never leave me as long as you hear my voice still trembles.
Then at the times whenever I had problems and I’m not strong enough,
You’d stay with me until I got better and made me laugh.
Such beautiful memories and times we have back then...
But come to think about it, will we ever have it again?
It’s just too much to handle for one night.
Although I’m still wishing I could hold you tight.
In this mortal life, I know that it would be absurd and untrue,
So I’ll take my eternal sleep tonight hoping so I could see you.