My Failure

Pushed down too much,
Bruises all over my brain and heart.
My body bruises easily,
But it's still more agonizing than being struck by lightning.

My vehicle won't start,
It just is no longer motivated to go.
I feel stuck here,
Remaining at Point A.

Slowed down,
My feet glued to the ground.
Used to want to move,
But now want to stay in bed all day.

I know I need to fly,
But I no longer want to.
When I try,
I just fall back to the ground.

Please help me,
I can't get up myself.
I need a hand,
Now, more than ever.