Running Mascara

You're nothing without that pedestal
So lets kick it down to end you
Make you smaller than you already are
You're greater than you think you are
But you're so much of narcissist to realize
How better life can be without all the lies
Instead you put on the fake face
Pretending everything's ok
Pretend you can make it another day
Slowly losing your way

What does it matter? Why should you care?
You've already lost yourself
Just oblivious to who you are, why you're here
Suffocating in your fears,
Feeling the end coming near
All alone at night you break down and cry
Knowing this isn't what you want
Yet not knowing what you want
Searching for an answer,
An answer to cure your sorrow
With tears falling down your face and
With your faltered facade
The real you shows through the running mascara.