Torn in Two

I am torn in two
Between you and him.
I don't know what do.
You both are very amazing.

I hate how I feel this way.
I shouldn't feel this way.
I feel as if I shouldn't breath
Like I shouldn't live

I don't want to hurt anyone
But I always do
I don't want anyone to hate me
I know they will if I choose

I am torn in two
Wishing and hoping I knew what to do.