Losing you

I look at you and see the things you do
It is hurting me and I know it is hurting you
Each sip brings me pain

I want to tell you
I want to yell at you
But I can't

I love you too damn much
The bottle to your lips is another second off your life
I want you to know how much this is hurting me

Becuase my fear is losing you.
I always fear losing you.
I love you so much

I want you to live long
I want you to see the things you do
that are hurting me.

Daddy, I am afraid of losing you to alchol and it is hurting me so much.