Another School-Year Wasted

Everyone wears elative smiles,
Everyone giggles and laughs out loud,
Everyone talks with their friends and gets along with everyone,
Except me.

Another wasted, dead, dark school-year,
Down the drain,
Through the pipes,
Gone

I wish I could say I enjoyed it like everyone else,
But that's blatantly be a lie.
The agony, the pain, the suffering,
Self-hate, self-harm.

Bullying,
Cursing from my mom,
The many pets that died,
The tears that streamed down my cheeks,
While no one can see or hear.

I wish I weren't so different,
So unique and sticking-out
So disgusting,
Like a chocolate and garlic milkshake.