Smile For Me

If you talk to me
And if you love me
And remember what I’ve said
And how I looked
I’ll never see you for more than that
But an emotional blank
Like all the others
Unless it changes
And I have to remind you
Endless loves are never needed
Small reminders are loved to remember
I’m making no sense
Try to decipher me
Can you remember it?
Am I wanted here?
Could you hurt me?
So I can see that
Come on, it’s never hurt before
You’ll never see my sense
It’s all a lump
Of raw meanings of me
Yes, I know
You think you heard
Ha, it’s not coming anytime soon
I’ll never let you in
Would you know what you’d see?
You wouldn’t think
You’d puzzle over them
As I laughed
Ha!
Try again
Take some time
Break a mirror
See the shards
And cut the way in
IN
To make a few nothings
And a few distant memories
You still can’t understand
And a broken body
Soul left me
Death, come closer
No sound now
Centre of the soul
Gone away
Ha!
A remembered sound
Ha.

So will you smile for me?