Depression.

when the world gets dark
i walk to a place where only i know
you cant stop me
for its a place that only i can see
its called depression
i go there a lot
it makes me quiet and amazingly upset
blood filled rivers carry me
i walk the path of lonliness
when i cant go any farther
i dig
dig deep below the surface
now depression is flooding
blood and tears combine
i cant see
im lost
lost in the deepest part of depression
and i cant find the light