Tears I cry

The tears I cry,
They aren't fake.
They're the ones you made fall,
They're the tears I've always cried,
Cried over you.
Even when you had no clue.
I waited every evening,
Cried when you didn't show.
I'd say "No, I know."
Every time you made your lame excuses.
The tears I cried,
They meant the most.
Even when they didn't show,
They were there,
Hidden by my smile.
You broke me,
Made me cry,
Tears fell like rain.
I'd try to hide them,
Like I tried to hide my broken heart.