Dont try to save me.

You left me here to rot in my own pain.
And I thought that It was going to stay that way
I laid for hours feeling empty inside
I never thought that things would have ended up this way
or that there would be a day...
that I thought I would say...
Im over you and all the sorrow and pain.
You thought I would just sit here and wait
While you put me on display so i wouldn't go away.
Well I'm sorry hun but I cant stay
you've already left with another...
loving each other in your sick ways.
I think you forgot to mention...
that you have felt this way towards she since the beginning
So thank you for letting me fall for you
and then drop me a hundred feet down..
without a breath to breathe and without someone below to save me
So what happened to those sweet words you use to say?
like that you love me in every way?
Don't try to fool me
because trust me I have fooled many as well
I know this game
so dont play pretend
because I wont play that same game over again.
So wipe your fake tears
and don't try to save me
because I have already saved myself
and why would I want you to save me...
when it was you that made me so weak
I use to plot revenge on people like you..
but I wont do it.
Not this time
not this day
because I dont want to be just like you.
So please just leave
leave me here to actually breath
Im threw with you
and the games.
this is the last poem I will waste on you...