I'll love you 'til the end of time.

The fear of losing you is to big
I'm afraid that you will die soon
I know that you will die soon
Your disease is eating you up and it's horrible to see
You were so full of life. Now you're empty
But I can still see that your eyes are full of life
They are the only thing that hasn't died... yet
You wanted more of life
To see everything
To do everything
I showed you a few thing and I know that you liked them because you didn't stop smiling

When you died I wasn't there
You had me convinced that you were fine
You told me to go to school
You told me that everything was okay
But now I know that you lied to me
You didn't want me there to see you take your last breath
But here is the thing
I wanted to be there
I wanted to see your eyes one more time before you closed them
I wanted to say a proper Goodbye
I wanted to tell you that I love you
And you didn't let me

This is now eating me up inside
I want to see your eyes again
I want to tell you that I love you!
So what I'm really saying is that I hope... no
I know that I will see you soon