Razorblade In Hand

Razorblade in hand…
Decision to make…
The blood… So red, so real…
End this life?
Or go on…
Living…
Alive…
But not really…
Wait?
What if it stays the same?
What if it gets better?
Or what if the blood is too much…
The pain is too much…
The life is too much…
Razorblade in hand…
What to do?
Cut so deep…
The blood is too much…
The pain is too much…
Will it end it?
Or will you wake up…
Eight hours later…
Alive…
But not really…
Razorblade in hand…
Make your choice…