I never thought

I never thought you would leave me like this
A fucked up freak and a mess
I never thought you would leave me
Alone and cold
And shivering to boot
Now I am more alone then I ever dreamt of being
The truth was supposed to have an air that’s freeing
But not for me
It hurts like a bitch still
I guess you and I weren’t meant to be
As I had hoped
I thought I had found
My teddy bear
Covered in chains and spikes
Its true what they say, loves bites
I shouldn’t have fell into that
Again
I should have known better from the last time
Every time it gets harder to say goodbye
Each time I piece of me leaves
Along with him
What I am asking is not much more than
Why are men pigs?