Falling

Down on my knees, God, I beg and I plead,
Give my mind the silence I desperately need.
All these thoughts, I just can't take anymore.
I've taken a plunge, now I've gone too far.
Nothing to hold me, I'm falling too fast,
Now stuck in mid-air, how long will this last?
Don't know what may have caused all of this;
What made me crazy, sparked my restlessness.
Everything built up over the years,
I can't even try to hold back the tears.
Steadily crying from my heart and my mind,
Is it me or everyone else that's blind?
Left alone to all the thoughts in my head,
Won't subside till I'm asleep in my bed.
Need someone to catch me, but it's too late,
The rest of the fall is now left to fate.