Do you think it's me?

Is it me?
why does it seem like everything points itself to me?
all the signs point towards me
everyone i've paid attention to points to me
it's painful to see what happens to one in pain
and it hurts, horribly
it's painful to see that you can't do anything to help
and it hurts
but it's more painful than that,
to know deep down that it has to do with you
you don't know how, and you don't know why
look towards the sky and lay your questions there
he'll answer you back, but you have to figure out how?
but, I have to think on all of this,
is it me?
why does it seem like it's me?

the world once shown as black and white,
only going one way and another,
seems to have changed
One time, I thought that the world was different
I thought, that it was all bright colors, with no dark
but as a child, I grew up to know that it isn't true
there are dark colors in the world,
hidden from view, waiting like a cobra
to snap at you,
you run away as fast as you can,
but it always creeps up and grabs you in its icy, cold hands

Why does it seem like I did it?
Why do I feel at fault?
I know that I can't change it, only God can
but it still aches my heart
is it me?
does all of this have to do with me?
if so, why not bug me and leave my family alone??!!

everyone's hurting
and I feel like the cause
I hope I didn't do it,
but the thought lays on my mind
I hope it's not me
I don't want to make anyone cry
if it's the truth, I think I'd rather hear a lie,
but honestly and truly,
Is it me?