You Always Knew Best

What do you think when you put me down?
Do I have to regret my every breath?
Is it fun to push me around?
You rip apart the peices of me that are left.
You know,I cried tonight
and savagely hacked my wrist.
Sadly,it didn't turn out right
and became another insult on thel ist.

You always said you knew best
as you inflicted the almost welcomed pain.
You laughed as you tore this barely beating heart from my chest.
I'm just a human stain.
You say you want to be my friend
but it's a twisted lie.
You'll just never let it end.
can see it behind your dangerous eyes.

The only peace is in my dreams.
Where I'm far,far away
but you wake me with your mortal screams.
I just can't take another day.
It's so hard because I love you
but I wish you were dead.
Have you ever felt like I do?
These horrible things spin webs in my head.

I don't think I can take another day here
because you've torn away my bruisd heart.
I just can't stand to bleed another tear.
You've torn me apart.