When It All Falls Apart

some people say they'd like to die
just look at all the people that commit suicide
they do it to take the pain away from others
but the pain only gets worse

they think it fixes everything
but really, it fixes NOTHING

in some ways i hope he regrets it
but in others i hope he is happy
i hope he regrets the PAIN he made US feel
and the fact that he let THEM win
but i hope he is happy with where he is
because i want him to be happier than he was

and i hope most of all that he is watching us from above
and regrets what he made us feel
because the pain he caused us hurts more than anything he could have done
and it hurts much worse than any words ever could.

we MISS you,
we LOVE you,
we NEED you.
r.i.p. B6y Jake ??? xoxo