What Kills Me The Most

I want so bad to let you know how I feel
Every day I look at your hazel eyes
I think about you with my every breath
I want you to hold me and say that it’s gonna be okay
I want to feel your hand in mine
I am constantly missing you
And every time my heart pounds
The pain in my existence grows stronger
I want so bad to let you know how I feel
But maybe that will never happen
I’m not even sure where you are right now
Probably in the other end of the world
I’m not even sure if you’ve got someone
I’m not even sure if you’re straight
But this part is the one that is truly killing me
You don’t even know that I exist
I’m not even sure if you’re going to
Maybe you never will
Then you will never know how I feel
That’s what kills me the most