Friends Break Your Heart

So Here I am
Writing this poem
Dark eyes staring at me
Eyes full of hatred
Tears welling up in my eyes
I must stay strong
That's the key

It's hard to see what they really think of you
The truth hurts
and I know that now
I've been through it before
lots of times

They stare at you thinking your dirt
How did It all start?
We were best friends yesterday
What happened?
They all go against
Sometimes its unbearable
to manage
but all you have to do is stay strong

They talk about you behind your back
They tease you
They make you feel small
They shout at you
You get depressed
The loads of sucidal thoughts come to your mind
that's what happened to me

They make other people agree with them
They are fucking bitches
They don't know what they are talking

So now i'm lying on the floor writing this
my hand trembling with every word i write
its too much to cope with
Gun in my hand
i must go forever
away from all the hatred of life
The trigger is pressed
Goodbye, goodbye forever