I Can Not Succeed

I try, i fail.
I try, i fail.
I try yet again, and i fail;
I'm helpless and alone,
scared and unknown;
Not knowing where to go,
My social life is only foes;
I can not succeed,
So my heart will bleed;
For i am hurt and pained,
Enemies are all i've gained;
Try as hard as i may,
Each time i loose my way;
All i can do is disappoint,
My parent's have hit their braking point;
I'm useless and dumb,
"An idiot," says my mum;
I never do anything right,
Why be alive and fight???