longer

Emptiness fills my being
And my soul
There’s an empty hole in my chest
That I can’t fill
Or even attempt to
I am not sure what to do
I seem to be lost
And I feel as cold as frost
Or is that just my mouth
I should have know things would go south
Sooner or later
I seen it coming
But I was too stupid too believe
That it could happen to me
Again
But in the end
I am what I always end up being
A friend
And not much more
How much longer to I need to
Feel a need this strong
How much longer
Will this feeing go on?
I hope not much longer
Because I am losing myself
All over
And over again
Maybe I should run for cover
Or duck in the hills
Because you will never know how this feels