Drop Dead Lullaby

Can't see beyond whats in front of me
The past is so far
can hardly keep my thoughts straight
I'm worried
The life in him is gone
The memories are fading
and I'm starting to realize what I've done.

How was I supposed to know
IT would hurt like this
(Like this)
All I ever saw was us being together
(forever)
I had to say goodbye or you'd hate me
( I'd hate you)
So now we have this drop dead lullaby
( la la la lullaby)

Now he wont answer
never calls back
He ignores what we had
as a mistake in the past.
I was sorry
( I am sorry)
I didn't want to do it.
I didn't want to leave
(I've been left)
This wasn't supposed to end
(as a mistake.)

How was I supposed to know
IT would hurt like this
(Like this)
All I ever saw was us being together
(forever)
I had to say goodbye or you'd hate me
( I'd hate you)
So now we have this drop dead lullaby
( la la la lullaby)

I've taken the blame
All the hate
and he still won't hear me
(listen)
I've taken the blame
All the hate
and he still won't hear me
(listen)

(oh) now all he'll say to me
is drop dead
you had your chance
and you left it while
we were still ahead
do the one thing your good at
write a sad pathetic song

How was I supposed to know
IT would hurt like this
(Like this)
All I ever saw was us being together
(forever)
I had to say goodbye or you'd hate me
( I'd hate you)
So now we have this drop dead lullaby
( la la la lullaby)