Tear at Me

A single best for my single steps,
My world is spinning,
Dissloving into the abis,
Of it's own making.

I fall down my back on the floor,
Air passing my lips without a thought,
A pain rips through my head,
As I shut my eye's tight and pull thier shirt taught.

Accidents happen they say,
But this is a pain to strong,
Ripping and burrowing into me,
If this carry's on I won't hold out long.

I feel blood through my fingers,
As I chant my breath through my body,
A shiny blade is my gut's new friend,
As someone laughs in my ear softly.