Fading

Notes: this is a poem i wrote a long time ago, it comes from the heart and i hope you can see that, thank you for reading, i hope you enjoy.
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Feeling like a vampire that's lived for years,

I drown myself in all my tears,

Oh do i fear, i can not hear,

The hope my heart gives to me.

Damn you or love you i can not decide,

I hate you until i look in your eyes, oh how i cry,

It's stinging my eyes, i feel like i'm dying inside,

So confused from loving and hating,

It hurts so bad i feel as though fading.