See me

Notes: unlike most of my other poems, this one doesn't rhyme, i apologize if it's not that good but, i just want to add all the poems from this period of my life, to show the roller coaster of emotions i was experiencing during those dark times.
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Does he see me?

Does he notice when i try to look my best.

Does he see me looking at him?

My heart and head speak two different words.

My head thinks sensibly, while my heart thinks wildly, oh these thoughts rush through my

Mind like wind through trees, everyday of my life.

Damn these thoughts, yet i love them.

I can't help looking into his eyes, so big and brown, but then i see her looking at me.

God tell Me why do i fall in love with troubles?

When he smiles my day feels brighter.