Confusion

I'm so lonely in the shadow of perfection,
I'm looking around.
Singing a quiet song
In expectation full of desire.

It's hard to hear time passing by,
I'm not living for a moment
and I don't want no eternity.
In my mind there's only a bittersweet pleasure.

Where ? What ? Why for ?
I don't know..
This look always brings tears in my eyes..
But I can't hate it.

With every thought
he means more to me.
He is closer..
But so far away.

There is no life without you.