I don't know why

I don't know why
I still care
I needed you and
you weren't there

I don't know why
I love you still
I'm addicted to you
like shots and pill

I don't know why
I still adore
when we glance
I somehow want more

I don't know why
I want you to hold
if I'm not next to you
I feel cold

I don't know why
you shattered my heart
all I did was love you
and you tore it apart

Kimberly Piet © 2008