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Again I'm here,
waiting for you again.
This differenciates from the last time,
that you were away from me.
This time you love me,
miss me and want to be with me.
But in the end you're still away from me.
You're not here to cure the pain I possess,
the pain I hide from everyone,
everyone that isn't you.
I need you here, to wipe my tears,
caress my skin, and push my hair away,
from the eyes that look into your soul.
I miss you so much,
that not even the happiest day,
can make my thoughts forget.
You were my savior, my life, my best friend.
you were my love, my fiance, my world,
and still you will remain that.
I need you here, to keep me sane,
and hold me tight,
whispering to me the thoughts that we held deep.
Forever in my heart you will stay,
but. . .