I need a break

I need a break from silence,
from the roads blocking my mind,
away from the one thing keeping me sane.
I need a break to write,
to release the feelings trapped in my mind,
free them from my brain.
I need a break from lonliness,
someone to hold me close,
whisper they love me like you use to do.
I need a break from painful urges,
from the one thing that hides my empty heart.
I need a break from this life,
the one where you're not here,
not here to keep me safe.
I need a break from sorrow,
from all the days I cry and think of you.
I need a break from you being gone,
one where it's solely you and I again,
where we are together holding eachother again.
I need a break from being miserable,
where I can cry and look in your eyes,
remembering the love we carry.
I need a break from everything,
one where you come home,
and tell me everything's okay.
I need a break from reality,
one where you build me a time machine,
take me back to our last kiss,
and decide to never leave me.....