Hidden Thoughts

I'll start off with a lyric
that explains the way I feel
and it'll continue to a story
reciting secrets to be revealed.
Please don't think of this
as an attempt to get you back;
I already took that risk
and tend to keep it in the past.
No, this is nothing more
than a reminder to forget
any memories from before
and especially any regret.
This is also an apology
for I dunno what else to say
other than that I'm happy
that you won't ever fade.
I just can't seem to find a way
to explain what runs through my mind.
every sentence I write or say
ruins what I try to hide.
I wish I could just tell you
everything face to face
but when I get the chance to
I get scared and run away.
Alas I'm running out of rhymes
so I'll finish this up quick;
I'll always be by your side
and support every choice you pick.
But please, just remember
I really mean every word
and if any day you ever
need someone in your world
I will always be there,
even as just a friend..
and I will never cease to care;
not even at the end...