are you afraid?

people i know say that they are afraid of death
what happens after death comes?
where does your spirit go?
where do i want mine to go?
anywhere but where i am now
for sure
well is there even such thing as spirits?
i gt confused in this subject
even though,
i have seen with my wide eyes that anything is possibe
but i was really young
how do i know that what i saw was real,
or just a figment of my imagination?
i dont.
i never will
but where ever we go when we die,
i know that i will understand.
even if i am a pile of dust
with no feeling
sight or
breathe.
nothing.
i will understand what happens after death.
either i get out
or i dont.
people i know say that they are afaid of death.
it is a mystery waiting to be discovered.
discovered at ay time.
when it comes for me, i will be ready
amd happy.
i am not suicidle,
just eager to see the outcome.
i was afraid of death
but not any more.