Butterflies In My Stomach

Blood is pumping,
Through my veins.
My body is shaking.
Have I gone insane?

Don't leave me hanging
From this here rope.
I feel like I'm going up hill.
What a steep slope!

Millions of colors,
Spinning 'round in my head.
To excited for drama;
I want to fly instead.

Butterflies in my stomach.
My heart skips a beat.
It all sounds unhealthy,
And you're the drug that I need.

I feel oh so heavy,
But I still think I could fly.
The day looks so much brighter.
My eyes look towards the sky.

It could all be an assumption.
That much I know.
But I always find myself thinking,
"Do I care? Fuck no."

I'd rather be here,
Than anywhere else.
At the same time I want you gone,
But please don't leave me by myself.

I can't stand not breathing;
You make me breathless standing.
My emotions are screaming.
My heart is commanding.

Butterflies, butterflies,
Please flutter away.
Don't ever come back,
Any other day.

Make me feel whole,
But that's an impossibility.
I'll never escape,
From our controlled reality.