Losing my smile

losin my smile
losing my mind
I am far from fine
can't change directions
cant make things right
makes me wonder how I will make it through the night
trying to breathe
if not I may collapse
under everything I am under
is there a cure?
if so tell me please
I cant continue living life to please
I will never understand the hold
that people have
or the hold they keep
makes me scared to leap
to try something new
in the end all I am is blue
I am losing my taste
always in wonder
of how I end up in last place
can you see it in my face
im losing it all
will you be there to catch me when I finally fall?