Someday I'll Be New

Why has God forsaken me?
He's taken away all my childhood dreams.
The future is crushed as far as I can see.
I still hear his bitter screams.

It's a battle I fight alone,
because there's no one to share the pain,
and I must learn this lesson on my own.
Let's hope to God it never happens again.

[chorus] Fuck you, you don't know how I feel,
Stop it, you can't bleed like I do,
Fuck it, you can't help me heal,
and I don't want you to.
You don't know how,
you can't,
know how,
you can't,
know how I feel![/chorus]

Don't tell me your sorry,
don't say you feel my pain.
I can't stand your pity.
Seeing your many faces, it's all the same.

Maybe someday I'll be new,
maybe someday I won't be used,
maybe someday I'll be just like you,
cut up and abused.

[chorus]

I hear music in another room,
it's in sync with this heartbeat.
It's the theme of pending doom,
it's the sound of a fate I'm yet to meet.

I can't bleed more than you.
Can't you see the stains of time on my wrists?
Fuck, maybe I feel more than you,
bet you didn't know it would end like this.

[chorus]

I'm the rose withered away,
and I am smiling alone.
I'm smiling at my final day.
This is the last battle on my own.