Masquerade.

I’m so tired right now
I don’t know how much more I can take
I feel as though I’m climbing the highest mountain
And every time I almost make it
I always end up back at the bottom
Never making it to the top

I wish I had someone to stand by my side
To keep me going when I want to give up
But every time I think I’ve found that person
They always end up leaving
And I don’t know why I’m trying anymore

Nothing will change
I’ll always be the same
A girl smiling on the outside
But slowly fading away inside

I wish I had someone to listen
Someone who actually understands how I feel
But how can they when I don’t even know how I feel?

Should I continue on with my masquerade?
Or should I just accept that I’m destined to be this way forever?