Masquerade.
I’m so tired right now
I don’t know how much more I can take
I feel as though I’m climbing the highest mountain
And every time I almost make it
I always end up back at the bottom
Never making it to the top
I wish I had someone to stand by my side
To keep me going when I want to give up
But every time I think I’ve found that person
They always end up leaving
And I don’t know why I’m trying anymore
Nothing will change
I’ll always be the same
A girl smiling on the outside
But slowly fading away inside
I wish I had someone to listen
Someone who actually understands how I feel
But how can they when I don’t even know how I feel?
Should I continue on with my masquerade?
Or should I just accept that I’m destined to be this way forever?
I don’t know how much more I can take
I feel as though I’m climbing the highest mountain
And every time I almost make it
I always end up back at the bottom
Never making it to the top
I wish I had someone to stand by my side
To keep me going when I want to give up
But every time I think I’ve found that person
They always end up leaving
And I don’t know why I’m trying anymore
Nothing will change
I’ll always be the same
A girl smiling on the outside
But slowly fading away inside
I wish I had someone to listen
Someone who actually understands how I feel
But how can they when I don’t even know how I feel?
Should I continue on with my masquerade?
Or should I just accept that I’m destined to be this way forever?