On My Knees I Plead

You don’t understand
How hurt I am inside
I suffer day and night
But my emotions I hide
Alone in my room
Where the tears run down my face
The beating in my chest
Becomes and empty space
When you left me sitting there
Alone and so confused
You shoved my heart up on a shelf
And I felt hurt and used
Was I just there to stop your pain
Or to make her want you back
To get you focused on tomorrow
And to keep your mind on track
I didn’t see it then
Not sure if I see it now
Not sure if you even liked me
And I still love you some how
I can never stay focused
Or keep you off my mind
And now I wish our lives
Were somehow intertwined
When you walk toward me
And I see your face
I loose my train of thought
And my heart starts to race
Everything I want to say
Just seems to slip away
So now I have to hope
To see you another day
I don’t want you to run away
In fear of my emotions
Because for all your happiness
I have such a devotion
You’re all I’ve ever wanted
You’re all I’ll ever need
Just one chance is all I want
On my knees I plead