End My Life

In Personal Dedication & Memory to Matilda Urameshi aka Matilda Jaganshi from Love Love Shine
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4042239/1/Love_Love_Shine_Book_1
http://www.mibba.com/story/Wrong180By360/Love-Love-Shine/

Finish me now
make me suffer no more
end my life
with one swift cut
bleed it out
the pain
and the love
let me die
with your face
the last I see
so no one else
can take you away from me
you promised me
at one time
that you would never hurt me
yet here you are
back again
to hurt the one
you promised to protect
you've almost died
twice you know
but came back okay each time
and then you doubted
your love for me
for but a moment
and let me leave
then come back and say
you love me
I've lost all sense of hope
what to believe
and what is a lie
so here a stand
before you with lifeless eyes
begging you
to end my life
only you
I loved you once
but tried to let you go
it failed
so I tried something new
I lost it all
every emotion I had
our little boys can't live like this
you'd be find without me
you won't remember
the pain you saw
when your older
I don't wanna hurt you
so I give my life
in exchange for yours
without a doubt
or thought against it
because I love you
without a doubt
even though I say I don't
it's all a lie
and I know why
I'm afraid of getting hurt
over and over again
I trusted you against my better instinct
and look at what happened to me
I'm nothing now
I'm not the same
I changed
because of you
because I loved you
and now we see
that I shouldn't have tried
to live or survive
I should have died
but you kept me alive
now it's to late
cause now I want you
to end my life
the life of the one you love
kill this empty body
and tell me you love me once more
just once more