My Heart's Deception

My heart tricked me it told me a lie;
First, it told me I loved him then to tell him goodbye.
It told me he was the one for me;
And now it's saying to let him be.
It made me think he was the one;
But then I told him to be gone.
My heart made me miss him and take him back;
It made me think it was his love that I lacked.
Even though I don't, it makes me want him;
Why is there such deception from within?
It makes me long for his touch;
Which I don't want too much.
It made me stay when I wanted to go;
Now that I learned this I have to tell him no.
Someone take my heart and lock it away;
Put it up for another day.
Lock it up and there are no tears;
Hide it and I can be happy for years.
With no emotions there's more to gain;
In my life there would be no pain.
I can't believe my heart would decieve;
That it would tell me a lie and make me believe.
Am I that gulable or is it that my heart's a good liar;
Now I know not to listen to my heart's desire.
No matter how much the flames of desire may burn;
Disappointment is all that I can earn.
Heed my warning and remember to beware;
Because listening to your heart can bring great despair