My Personal Struggle of 15 and 1/2 Years

I can't hear anything
The world makes noise
I can't understand what they are saying
I live in a world of silence
Sometimes I feel left out because of that.

I can't hear anything
People talking but I can't hear them
I feel so lost and frustrated
I feel like yelling at them to get them to understand
That I can't hear anything that they are saying.

I can't hear music (the words) but I can feel the vibrations,
But that's nothing compared to listening to the beautiful sounds
That music makes. I want to hear beautiful sounds, such as birds chirping,
But I can't hear because I am deaf....sometimes it is hard to deal with,
But I have to accept it because I am like this way for all of my life,

I am struggling to make sense with my voice, but I can't do that
Because I can't hear the words that are usually spoken by hearing people.
I am fifteen years old, and I am suppose to listen to music, like everyone else,
But I can't do that and it makes me sad. I want to talk to my hearing friends, but I can't
Do that because it's hard for me to pronounce words, yet I can write and read words.

People assume that I am an dumb ass because I can't hear but
I want and will prove to them that they are wrong. Just because I can't hear
Doesn't mean that I can't do anything. I CAN DO anything execpt hear.
I want to prove them ingornant (no offense to y'all hearing people) asses that
I can excel anything that I can set my mind to.

I am living in the world of sound, but my own world is full of silence.
I don't like it, but I have to accept it like the way it is. People may don't understand
What I mean but I don't have to explain shit to them. I just let them think what they
Want to think.

Deaf people's favorite Quote "Deaf people can do anything but hear"

I hope this make sense to you. This is only my first poem. Heh! Leave a comment if u like it.

-Tee