Horrid Goodbye

the days roll by one by one
my heart aches, i feel so numb
i sit in a corner hiding my depression
unable to feel any love or affection

the rang, the day ends
i pretend like everything is completely fine
yet in forced to push my tears aside
and I've replace memorys and feelings with suicide

i pop pills to ease the pain
slit my wrist to fade
shock and sadness spread across the faces of the people i truly adore
i literally hang my head in shame becoming insane as my friends and family treat me like a suicidal whore

so i pick the date, place and time
slowly go into my daddy's room
grabbing the gun upon the wall
walking into the living room, ready to fall
i pop a single bullet in the socket
and hide "The Note" in my pocket
i put the gun to my head
i smile wishing that i could be dead

i whisper "goodbye" and pull the trigger
thank god you weren't there to see me
turn cold and wither away
or watch my heart slowly decay