Bite My Tongue

Bite my tongue; I don’t know what to say
I might say something stupid anyway
Hold my breath, I refuse to cry
For god’s sake I don’t want to die
I said I would never lose myself
My past is gathering dust on the shelf
I want so badly to take it down
The water’s rising and I might drown
I think I could love you, somehow
But I’m scared shitless of everything now
It’s way too much to break my heart
I don’t want to tear myself apart
Again, I thought I was through with that
But my stupid fears keep coming back
Bite my lip; I’m trying not to scream
Refuse to give in, refuse to dream
Jumping on the ashes of infatuation
Hiding away, it’s my salvation
I can’t take this silence any more
But I threw away the key to my door
Would you pick me up, I’m begging you
Fix me up with superglue
I’m broken into little bits
Help me up, I can’t take this shit.