My Drug

It's so hard to stop, even I know that,
It's so easy to do, and it works, it's fact,
But people don't quite always understand,
And think it's dangerous, try to give me a hand,
I don't need help and I'm handling fine,
Just like I said that night you cried,
You say I'm just like you, believe me I'm not,
I don't cry, I don't weep, I fight on the spot,
My friends say it's stupid, they've got common sense,
It's all just said in stories, past tense,
I wish I had it still, there when I need,
But to do so would trash me, wait and see.