Rainbow Letters

Everything is golden but then it's hard to breathe
And I blunder, wondering what went wrong.
I search; I wit like a hopeful, stubborn child
But I never hear the song.

I give up on everything in my clenched palms
I find it hard to believe everything is planned.
Because in this life, full of so many people
I still search for who I am.

My dream abandoned me too, I just can't hold
I can't make anymore mistakes in knowing me.
Next time it threatens to pull, I'll hide away
I'll be too choked to disagree.

And I fear each new sunrise, each second chance
Because I know in my heart, I will never succeed.
I was happily blind, so sure of myself, my hope
I was too joyous to see.

But just feeling you need me is all that I need
Knowing that you'll give it all so I will live.
Appreciating everything I have though its' not much
Whatever you have, you give.

If I could make my dream work, I'd do it for you
After all the special times, falling at our best.
Always, always pray that it'll be us two
We'll still ignore the rest.

Write a thousand and one rainbow letters
With one fake daisy everyday.
Until the last flower dies, I'm working on this for you
No matter what we never say.

...For Emzilly
She's the one who keeps me writing

xxx