I know what I want...

Single's awareness month has changed months, either that or its spreading.... I want someone there for me. I want to bury my face in his chest and cry, I dont want to have to say a word I just want him to hold me there. I want someone I can laugh with, to smile, to share everything with. I want to be able to call at four in the morning because I cant sleep and not have to worry about being rude. I want someone to hold my hand. I want someone to look me in the eyes and tell me I'm beautiful and mean it. I want someone to tell me that everything will be ok, that theres hope. But.... maybe I'm just being emotional, maybe I'm not... I don't understand, but I KNOW what I want....