Its not a fashion statement, its a deathwish.

She wanted nothing more but to believe he was really still alive.
If only she were that lucky.

Like a modern day Romeo and Juliet.
She wondered what it would be like to be dead.
LIKE HIM.

She wanted to help him fight.
She felt the need to
Avenge the one that killed him.

But in the end.
The thing that killed him.
Was his love for her.