Poem for someone

Hide my tears from him
don't let those drops escape
fake a smile like itz all going to be okay,girl

heart beats faster one day at a time
dont let it beat free from your chest
why does it hurt this much?

the real smile escapes
corners of my tender lips curl up
why do I smile so much when your around?

Why is is so complicated to let
those words free
guess im just to coward to let then run

will we EVER be more?

tears spill but the words you
speak make me weak.

Happiness

Laughter

Openness

Very amazing

Enlightening

L.O.V,E?

does that word even exsist for me?