My Sweet Suicide

As I take that gun
And stick it to my head
I think of you Hun
And what you would have said

Would you even care?
Now that I’m dead and gone
Would you even cry a tear?
Or just keep singing your song?

As I sat there on the bathroom floor, bleeding
I thought back to how it use to be
When I wasn’t lying there pleading
When I was happy and just me

My heart was in your hands
But you threw it away as if you didn’t care
And for what, a bunch of screaming fans?
I hope it was worth it my dear

Because now I shall say goodbye
I hope your happy now
It is all because of your lies
That I take my final vow